back Down under

Well I've been back in NZ for 5 days now. My brain is not coping at all. It is as though I never went away. I can't even get my head to think about what I did whilst I was away. Perhaps it is just a defence mechansim. I can't believe I've said goodbye to my family all over again. Each time is harder because you never know when or even if you are going to see people again. Next time I see her, my niece will probably be walking.

Is it the ability to forget that makes us human?